My results are screwed up. They suck so much that it is very difficult for me to come to terms with it.
I've got ABBCC.
Too few As and too many Cs. It has happened during O levels and now it has happened again - my results have disappointed me and I feel shortchanged because of the effort I have put in.

Sad to say many slackers scored better than me. Nevertheless these are my scores and this is reality but definitely not a reflection of my true capabilities. Damn.

Like most other people, I'm considering on which course to take. The difference is, I'm not spoilt for choice like others. My choice is actually quite limited, perhaps due to my interests being too specific.

Anyway, I shan't dwell on that. A-level is over and done with and I understand that my results are that bad if I compare with some other people. But heck, why compare with poorer scores to console yourself?

BMT is coming to an end. To be precise, 3 more days to Graduation Parade. And from then on, I will be a Private, no more a Recruit. So life now is much more relaxed and it's time to say goodbye to commanders whom I dislike. Great! But of course there is no guarantee that I will meet better commanders in my next phase of training. Also, I will be parting with friends that I have known for 9weeks. There is no guarantee I will be in company of good friends once I leave P.Tekong.

I believe humans are instinctively resistant to change. What for change when you're comfortable with life? But I have no control over this change and I can only hope the change is a pleasant one.

G.Y.